Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Another negative result...

I am starting to believe I will never know what it will feel like to be a mother. I don't know where to turn or what to do. I don't know if I can bear never being a mother. It is all I want in the world and can't imagine never knowing what it will be like to hold my baby in my arms. I love my husband but I can't comprehend growing old just the 2 of us.
thank you all for your love, prayers and support. Sorry to disappoint everyone once again with bad news.

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12 comments:

The D'Eliso Family said...

So sorry again, we are thinking of you. You know where we are if you need us

the d'eliso's

Anonymous said...

Thinking of you both, so sorry to hear the news x

Anonymous said...

Rhonda, we're so sorry. I know there's nothing anyone can say to make this better. I wish there was.

Carrie Jo

Anonymous said...

My thoughts and prayers are with you and Gerry right now.

Anonymous said...

I am so sorry to hear the news.

SarahC

Jaymee said...

so sorry. sending you good thoughts.

Angela said...

Rhonda and Gerry, I can't imagine what you're feeling right now. My thoughts continue to be with you.

Wannababy said...

Rhonda and Gerry, I'm so sorry to hear this.

butlerlife said...

Rhonda,

I know you are questioning why this is happening to you, which is understandable. I don't know that any of us have the answers, but I firmly believe that there is a plan for each of us. It may take some time to figure out what the plan is, but once you do you will realize that you have come to the intended outcome. Because you want to be a mother so very much, I am confident that being a mother is a part of the plan for you. It may not happen the way you think it will (if that were the case none of us would even be pursuing surrogacy in India), but it WILL happen. Don't stop believing.

Michele B.

Anonymous said...

Rhonda and Gerry, am so sorry to hear the news. I can't imagine what you are feeling right now. Just know that we are thinking about you and wishing you all the best. If there is anything that you need, please give me a call. Love u both very much.

Love Rhonda, Mark and Justin xxoo

Anonymous said...

I am so so sorry. This is heart breaking.

Molly

Tigerlilycat said...

Ditto what Michele said!!! BIG hug to you both.


Lisa and Nik