Random Photos of India

Riding in the Rickshaw in Mumbai (video)

Happy Mother's Day!

My Amazing Mom (and Dad too)!!!Mother-in -Law extraordinaire!My beautiful step-girls! I can't forget my girl!!!Thought today would be tougher then it is, but I am staying strong and moving forward. I received an absolutely wonderful e-mail from my step daughter Kristin and a e-card from my Frankie girl (with a little help from Daddy).

I am more determined then ever to become a Mother. How it happens, at this point I don't really care, I just know I am not willing to accept the fact that I will be without a baby of my own. Surrogacy, natural or adoption... I will have my child someday! I can't imagine a life without raising children and so I know that this dream will be a reality some day. Hopefully sooner then later, but I will be patient and believe and continue to pray and hope for our dream to come true.

I have 2 exceptional Mother's in Canada as great role models and I want them to see what I have learned from them.

Happy Mother's Day to all the Mom's and Mom's to be (like me)!

Coming up for air

Well its been a long few days. We are just trying to wrap our heads around it all right now and trying to make sense of it. We are devastated, but trying to move forward. Its been very difficult for both of us to deal with the bad news being apart right now. Gerry is my 'rock' and I am lost without him. We have decided we are not going to give up. Although the disappointment is horrible, our passion to have a child is greater. We both want this more then anything. As far as what direction we will be going in, that is uncertain at this point, but there is a good chance we will be heading back to India in the near future.

I suppose what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger.

We will keep you posted, and once again thank you all for your wonderful support and love through all of this, we couldn't do it without you.

Hugs and kisses,

Our Journey ends here!

Just received the call from the Doc and our results were NEGATIVE. Sorry to disappoint everyone. I know you were all hoping for good news as were we. I suppose I am just not meant to be a mother. My life has been so full of disappointments, over and over again. Hands down this is the biggest of them all.

I imagine God isn't listening these days. Thank you all, again.